Well, I think it's about time I came clean as to why this account was created and what's going on in the background. You've all been left in the dark when it comes to this account, and this is an attempt to try and bring you up-to-date.

Firstly, when myself and Adele were running the first account (aberdeen-deviants), everything was running well. She had very limited input however, and as a result, most of the journals (but 1, I think) were done by myself. At this time, we were an 'item'. After 2 months of being together, I decided that she really wasn't the person I wanted to be with and decided to call it off. I did this the best way I could at the time, and after some time and effort, I finally got her to realize that it was over. We carried on as friends, and we still had a good friendship.

A few weeks later, she started seeing a good friend of mine. I was happy for the pair of them, as they were much better suited than me and her ever were. They looked very good together and enjoyed each others company. I was glad that it took me and her to create the relationship between them and that it had all worked out for the better. After some time (I can't remember exactly how long), she met an online friend in person and finished with my friend straight aferwards. It was at this time that I had agreed to have nothing more to do with her. I couldn't see any point in having her in my life.

Still, we kept talking, but we were constantly argueing over what had happened with -herself and my friend. I was furious as to what she'd done and she was annoyed with me, simply because I wasn't willing to get along with her. I wanted to keep the aberdeen-deviants account open, but to run it by myself. If I can remember rightly, I changed the password for the account so that Adele couldn't get in. I know this was an immature thing to do, but it was the best option I had at the time. I'll be honest and say that it was purely because of anger that I did this. Naturally, when Adele found out, she wasn't happy, and I couldn't blame her. She later recovered the account, through means I won't dare go into here. As a result, I was locked out of the account with no hope in being given acess back. I was a fool for doing what I did, but at the time, I seen no better solution.

After some time of me losing access to the account, there was no activity. I knew there would be very little activity without myself contributing. A short while after, I decided to start the new account (this one), in a bid to keep everyone together and devmeets happening. The first meet went well and I enjoyed getting to meet some of you from here. I didn't want to see that go down the drain and I sure as hell wasn't going to let it.
So, I created the new account and attempted to get everyone to join. People started watching the account and everything was fitting into place. Me and Adele were still 'talking'. As time went on, we ended up not talking what-so-ever and now I'm banned from every channel she has admin status in, even though they're nothing to do with the aberdeen-deviants/aberdeendeviants accounts.

As you can see, the old account is idle. There was a devmeet that was 'organised' a few months back (because her new boyfriend was coming to visit her) and since then has been gathering dust. I want the devmeets to continue, but with no underlying problems. The trouble is, I can see no way of doing that unless I talk to her again, which I have no intention of doing so.

Holding that last sentence in memory, I'll decide to end this journal ASAP.

I'm glad I've got that off my chest. I've been honest with what I've said and I hope you can all appreciate that. I've kept personal details out of this, as it's only fair and I'm not that shallow. If any of what I've said has came across as a personal lashout, I can only say that you're thinking the wrong thing. I've merely tried to get the whole story across, with as little personal detail as possible. Sadly, I had to give you a bit more background than I had hoped, merely to keep you from being confused along the way.

I'll leave you with this:

"There's 2 sides to every story"
"The rumour grows as it goes"

Happy new year and all the best.
-moshdj2uk